June 6, 2017

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I got home today and had a mini melt down. I still cry occasionally. My future seems overwhelming. What am I’m going to do? I don’t want to date or get married and that means I’ll be alone forever. I told Robbie what was going on and he is so sweet and talks to me about everything. I can tell him anything. I told him I was not ever going to date or get married and he was like ever? I was like nope, not ever.

He called and we chatted and I feel way better now.

It’s so nice to wake every day to a text from him telling me to have a good day. It starts my day off right.

Published by adventuresofalabamacolburn

My name is Alabama Colburn. I am a 47 year old widow. I was married to my high school sweetheart and he passed away last year. I have three grown sons and two grandkids. In the last 12 months I have lost my husband, fallen apart, fallen in love, redid my house, gotten over my fear of flying (kinda) ruined my credit,had a mental breakdown, gotten my heart broken and finally landed back on my feet. For the first time in my adult life I am on my own. This is a blog about how I managed my first year of widowhood and how I’m learning to enjoy it.

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