May 9, 2017

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Hey Luke. It’s been a few days. I’m trying to not have to write you every night. I try to just talk to you during the day but sometime I just need to write.

I was weepy last Friday and then Austin texted me a picture of some Jeep Hannah bought him for their anniversary. It pissed me off and made me sad. I thought it was because I don’t give a shit about stuff and I hate when people brag. Then I realized it upset me that they get to have anniversaries and I don’t.

It snowed and I’m ready for summer so that was depressing. I don’t know, I just had a bad weekend.

I was planning on going to Sarah’s funeral today but I couldn’t. I should have but I don’t think I could have gotten thru the rest of the day.

I bought Drew’s his plane ticket today to Montana. Thank god. He’s drinking too much and not doing anything with himself. This weekend is Mother’s Day and I’m sure I’ll be depressed. Ugh. I love you, Luke.

Published by adventuresofalabamacolburn

My name is Alabama Colburn. I am a 47 year old widow. I was married to my high school sweetheart and he passed away last year. I have three grown sons and two grandkids. In the last 12 months I have lost my husband, fallen apart, fallen in love, redid my house, gotten over my fear of flying (kinda) ruined my credit,had a mental breakdown, gotten my heart broken and finally landed back on my feet. For the first time in my adult life I am on my own. This is a blog about how I managed my first year of widowhood and how I’m learning to enjoy it.

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