I am numb. I don’t even cry anymore. I get up and go to work. I stay as busy as I can. Every one walks on eggshells around me. We all wear phony smiles.
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My name is Alabama Colburn. I am a 47 year old widow. I was married to my high school sweetheart and he passed away last year. I have three grown sons and two grandkids. In the last 12 months I have lost my husband, fallen apart, fallen in love, redid my house, gotten over my fear of flying (kinda) ruined my credit,had a mental breakdown, gotten my heart broken and finally landed back on my feet. For the first time in my adult life I am on my own. This is a blog about how I managed my first year of widowhood and how I’m learning to enjoy it. View all posts by adventuresofalabamacolburn