November 25, 2018:
He did it again with some bullshit excuse. Why does he even bother inviting me?
I’m just keeping busy. I’m trying so hard to not think about him at all. Rae is cleaning vacation homes now so I go with her every weekend. I’m exhausted and so sore but it keeps my mind off this.
It’s hard because Grace is so obsessed with Parker and she talks about him all the time. It reminds me of Robbie. I told her not to mention Robbie again. I need to move on.
I had a second interview for a job in Arizona. It went really well. I’m stressed about the pay though. I’ll be losing a lot of money but I need to start over.