Still shutting off my feelings. It’s getting a little better.
I cried today at lunch. I just miss my friend and I lost him because I cannot have feelings.
I’m going to the concert Friday with Rae. Joey, this kid at work, wants to go to a baseball game, too.
I’m really trying to make it to Montana to see my boys.
I’m still working out every night.
Robbie just texted me. What the hell?
Just normal chatty friend stuff. I’ll never text him first and if he wants me he’s going to have to commit to something serious because I’m sick of getting hurt.