So I just straight up asked Robbie what he was thinking. He gave me this crap about how I confused him and how I liked him and then I didn’t like him and how I talked to him and then I stopped talking to him. He avoided my question which gave me his answer. I told him exactly how I felt and what I wanted so he could never come back and say he was confused. He said he wasn’t going to talk about it anymore. I thought he was different.
He knew I was going through stuff. My husband died. This is all new to me. I’ve been scared. Did he think I had my shit together? I know I’ve put a lot on him but how do you get upset at someone just because they love you and want to be with you?? Would he rather I blow him off and not be truthful about my feelings? Like all these other girls?