Another generic text. He’s not mad. He hopes all is well. It rained and he’s good.
I didn’t respond. It upsets me so much. I’m feeling numb again. Empty.
I’m trying so hard not to go into another depression. I’m so broke. I took another loan out of my 401k but I spent it all on nothing. I’m behind on everything now. Including my mortgage. I’m struggling to keep the utilities on and Christmas is next month.