I am determined and motivated. I have two goals: I’m going to lose weight and I’m going to get over Robbie.
I’m down 4 pounds this week to 166. I’ve gone to the gym every night but tonight and tonight I had a softball game. I’ve eaten chicken or soup and veggies and fruit all week. Except for tonight I ate ice cream. It was delicious.
The book I ordered Robbie was delivered to him today. He messaged me to say Thank You and I didn’t respond.
Last night I went on Plenty of Fish. I don’t know how people do this. I immediately had several men message me.
There was creepy cat guy. Nope.
The really old guy. Nope.
The guy who I’m pretty sure used his mug shot as his profile picture. Nope
Mr. Honest who readily admitted he drinks and does lots of drugs. Nope.
The pervert/jerk who told me I was beautiful and asked me if I was “horneeee”. I told him thanks but no thanks. He then told me he was dodging menopause anyway.
There were two guys I actually messaged back. I wasn’t attracted to either but they seemed nice. The rocker guy messaged me this morning and asked me to come hang out at his house tonight. I told him I wasn’t comfortable with that yet and I haven’t heard from him since. The other guy has kid drama and hasn’t messaged me back and I’m totally ok with that!!
I went on two other sites tonight and realized that this isn’t for me. I think I’m just going to distract myself and get a night job. If I’m meant to be with someone they will find me.
Or I’ll just become a cat lady. Or a dog lady. I already have three….