I got up and got dressed and had Rae take a picture of me wearing Robbie’s bands t-shirt. I got the shirt Wednesday and I knew he was waiting for that picture to be posted on his bands Facebook page.
Tongue out, devil horn fingers, denim cut offs and bright red lipstick. I looked damn good 😉. I was running late so I didn’t immediately post the picture.
Wyatt and Ray had errands to do so we carpooled down together. They were going to drop me off and pick me up when I was done having lunch with the Yaya’s. There we were, riding along the freeway when I get a text from Robbie. All it said was “picture, please.” I know it’s been bugging him since Wednesday that I haven’t posted a picture for him. I immediately posted it to his page and told him it was done. He told me thank you, he told me I was amazing and then he said “I love you, Alabama”. What in the Sam’s hell??? That came out of nowhere.
The only time he’s ever said he loved me was when we were both drunk that night in Hollywood. He told me last weekend that he missed me so I don’t know what has gotten in to him.
Then he starts flirting with me. He either has feelings for me or he thinks he’s losing me and is trying to keep me close. I don’t know. I’m just going to live my life and if it’s meant to be it’s going to happen. If not, it won’t. What I do know, is that I will never chase another man. Not even Robbie. He texted me good night last night and he texted me good morning this morning and he’s been going a week between texts with me. I’m so confused.
By the way I did respond and told him that I loved him right back. I can not help myself when it comes to that man.
I went to lunch and we had the best time. We sat there for two hours and reminisced and caught up with each other’s lives. We have all agreed to try and make this a monthly thing. Clemmy is writing up a bucket list for us and scouring Groupon! These women are my people, my tribe, my Ya Ya’s!
I messaged Grace after lunch. I have this connection with her. I told her I had a crush on Robbie. She told me she was wondering why I was wearing his bands shirt. It felt nice to unburden myself. Especially with some one who knows him.
We talked about how hard marriage is. I told her a little more about Luke and his drinking.
I love these women.