I want to move. I need a change but I’m confused. I want a new start, by myself, in a new city where no one knows me. I want to move up north but I want to make sure I’m moving there for the right reasons. I don’t think I’m moving there for Robbie. I keep telling myself that.
On the other hand, I’ve made new friends playing softball and I really had a lot of fun. I’d like to keep doing that. I’m just going to pray to God and ask him to guide me. A part of me thinks that I should at least try. The other part thinks that if it’s meant to be it will happen. I don’t know.
Mets lost and I weigh 165.6