I miss Robbie. I want to talk to him every single day and we don’t anymore. He still texts me everyday and he’s so sweet. I keep asking him about his feelings. I don’t mean to but it just pops out. I can’t help it. I just want to be with him.
He keeps saying we need to take it slow. We can’t get much slower than this. I wrote him another long novel about my feelings. Told him I wasn’t going to flirt with him anymore because I get my feelings hurt. I miss him so much.
I got back from his house and I’m so scared. I don’t know why. I’m so afraid to lose him. I feel like I need a commitment and he keeps telling me to show down. I can’t stop crying.