Letter to Luke

July 29

Hello Luke. It’s been months since I’ve written you. A lot has happened since then. Right after you died I remember reading an article in a magazine about this woman who had lost her husband to cancer. She wrote about how devastated she was and how in love with him she was. I totally got it. I was right in the middle of her same life.

The story goes on and now she’s talking about how she has found love again. I thought to myself that she never could have loved her husband. She got married a year after he died. She isn’t a good person.

Here I am, 4 months later and I’m in love with someone. I feel like a terrible person. I don’t want anyone to question my love for you, but Luke, I love Robbie. He makes me happy and I hope you’re ok with that.

It doesn’t mean that I didn’t love you. I did. I didn’t think I could ever love anyone again. I never planned on it or wanted it. But I did and I feel so guilty. I hope you forgive me.


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