I wrote Robbie another novel today because I’m so sad. I told him that I was confused and that I just wanted to be his friend. I can’t stop crying. I don’t know why I’m like this. I just want to be happy. I’ve never really been happy in my personal life and it feels like if I lose Robbie I won’t ever be happy again.
I didn’t text him all day and he texted me tonight, sad, because he hadn’t heard from me. Maybe he does like me?
I just keep sending these texts to him telling him I want to just be friends and then I cry. I don’t know what I’m doing. I am so sad and confused.
I got so drunk last night. I texted him. It was horrible and I feel so stupid.