July 10, 2017

I paid off my car when Luke died, with the insurance money. I sent them a check for $14,000 bucks. It’s not been running well and yesterday the engine blew up. I am so upset. Now I have to get a new car and I don’t want a car payment. I’m trying to save money so there goes that.

On top of that I drank and got so drunk. I never, ever drink. I know I talked to Robbie and said some crazy stuff about feelings. I think I told him that I wanted him to come save me. I am so embarrassed. He told me today to not worry about it.

I went and bought a new car. Robbie called me when I was there to make sure I wasn’t making a rash decision. That was sweet of him. He doesn’t realize that I’ve always had to do this stuff by myself. I love how much he cares.

According to Rae,when I was drunk, I had the windows open and I was singing very loudly to Adele. She said I serenaded the neighbors. I asked her why she didn’t stop me and she said because it was funny. That girl…..

Ugh, why can’t I stop asking Robbie about sex? I’m losing it.


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