I stayed home today. I’m home alone. It’s Friday night. I’ve watched two movies. 500 Summers and True Romance. I don’t have any money to do anything.
Next weekend I am supposed to go out with Charlotte so that’ll give me something to do.
I’m trying to leave Robbie alone and not text him. I’ve been so emotional.
I just texted married guy. I’m so fucking sad inside. I’m sick of crying.
My therapist had me read a book on codependency. I told my mom I was reading it and she thinks I’m being ridiculous. She just thinks I should get my shit together and move on with life. She makes me feel so weak