August 14, 2017

Trying to get by. I have good days and bad days. I still talk to Robbie but I haven’t seen him since July. He keeps telling me he is coming down but he hasn’t yet. I get upset and spill all these emotions on to him.

Wyatt and Rae keep telling me that I’m crazy. That I’ve changed. I never talk to them anymore. Rae is telling me that I’m going to chase Robbie away and lose him if I don’t stop crying to him all the time and telling him how much I need him. She doesn’t know him or this situation.

Robbie and I text but we don’t talk on the phone everyday anymore. Something else for me to cry about.

I wrote him another novel. About how much I love him. I need him to tell me that he wants this too. He won’t commit and it scares me. He keeps telling me that I’m totally pressuring him. It drives me crazy. I don’t get it.


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